Forgive Me

Im so sorry. I made this mistake. I know i shouldnt do this. It was a little thing but now? We both know, its the huge one. I know i should believe what my heart says but im scared. Im totally scared. I know you hate me. I need to stop, please.
I apologize to everyone that had been confused because of me. I know im not the same Lala anymore. I overact and overthink. I get angry easily. Believe me I hate this too. God, please forgive me. You know its all wrong things. You know im too scared to think and feel. Myself, please forgive me.